Chronicles of Life

i can’t believe that i updated my blog for this, but something push me to do it..last night i went out for a movie Drag Me To Hell, a very nice scary movie that got you scream “CELAKE!!” as there are many scene that got you jolt from your seat..

Surprisingly i went out with syiqin and tiqah to Pavillion KL with syiqin’s car (thanks by the way), before we went there, syiqin drop by to Shah Alam to pick her bro up at UiTM Shah Alam to join us…the moment we got there, i was taken by suprise that she forgot to mention that we are gonna join by another 34 people which another suprise happen to be her newly joined ‘business associate’…well i should see it coming as its kinda weird for us to go to KL for a simple screening..

but its not thats why i post this blog for, its what happen next that i want to talk about..just remember that this is my personal opinions, and what i said should be never used again this ‘business people’. As long as they respect you just listen to them..the feeling to write erupt went this young lady from one of syiqin’s ‘business associate’ talk about how personality changes by joining this business, she made many examples regarding this issue by pointing to other ‘business associate’ and what do they achieve, and how i could change from a ‘quite shy guy’ to a ‘huha guy’…the moment she said that, i was laughing inside as to anybody who know me will also laugh to this..hahahaha, well its not her fault as i was rather quite that night (another of my cherish personality, as i dont like to mingle with people so much)

She also pointing to how my communication skill will be improved by joining this ‘business’ (oh! i forgot that i signup for a motivational course here, hahhaha). But i become a very good listener that night and not argue a things to her although i got many point to throw out (remember what i said earlier, listen to them as long as they respect you). its not that the point she made aren’t true, but there are a lot of way to do that for god sake for examples, practice with your friends!! you know what they said, practice made prefect.

And then come the typical point of money..how you can make more than making one with regular jobs. i know that the prophet Muhammad said that 8 over 10 of the world wealth come from business but it ain’t always about the money, i don’t about you guys but i rather stick with pride..of what you accompish with your life..i want to hear ["what are you doing for living?"-"oil and gas engineer"-"wow, nice job"] than ["what are you doing for living?"-"im doing some business"-"what kind of business?"-"MLM"-"owh, how its going?"]..

i know if i argue with this young lady it will take me to the point of “you can do this as a part time job, many had succeeded in doing so..” but had it ever come to you what are the percentage of this success to the one who don’t?? its like saying america had won the war on iraq but didn’t say over 100,000 people are injured and 2000 deaths are reported.. futhermore i had this thing with me that i like to focus on one thing than doing it all together. i tent to think that i would do better by focusing on one thing and this will give me self satisfaction on what i do (its true! like this result i got, although its bad and i hate it but deep inside me i know i had do what i could, and this is the result for me, live with it)

and if i was to continue argueing with this young lady i would been drag to the ultimate point they always used, and the one that will get your sympathy and made you feel guilty altogether, “i was trying to help you, its your choice” and some people will tag that line with race for more ‘kick’.. but i know this classic move and it wont do me any harm what so ever and this is what the world should be. people who try won’t always what they want.

sorry to anyone that find this post insulting, but i am what i am, person with opinions..and i stand strong with myself that i dont really like this kinda ‘business’..and my stand aren’t easy to collapes like the Berlin Wall.. and i like what i am now although there are something that i don’t but altogether my life is at the stable line..

“Success is a definitive word that is use by someone when they go what they desire” it did not have to do with money or career or what you got..its everyone choice..

p/s: sorry that i had no pic what so ever in this post as my Nokia N81-8GB is stolen for over a month now..sobsob..

its been a while since i updated this blog, and for that i’m sorry. Guess that i have been making myself so busy with other things. The content of this post were already happened last weekend but only today i have a chance to really make it in written form.

Before the night out, i have already campaigning about the importants of the earth hour to my fellow friends and i motivated myself to photocopy several poster i print from the net to bring awareness to others. hahaha, i can’t believed that myself that voluenteered to do this awareness. but sometimes its good for us to do thing out of our system..

OK last Saturday me, paan, faiz, amir, pi’e and wan decide that we must get a day of from any workload that we have and go have a nice day at KLCC for instant. and it turn out that it’s the day that the earth hour took place. So after a nice cinema watching (Knowing has a nice plotted although the ending is quite scaptic but a nice grafic balanced it out) it time for us to head outside to see with our very own eyes how the KLCC gone black. And its a nice event to do every year..

While the the KLCC, i fulfill my desire to buy my own cap, hahaha, and for a very cheap price of about 50, i get my own white Adidas cap which i find very worth for. And while at the KLCC itself, I met afik and faizal, my old roomate just starting to have their fun own their own and i don’t really feel like joining them as i am gonna be busy for tommorow, and i’m so sorry for declined..

hope that i will have another good time like this in the future, and wish me luck for the final by the end of this month..

before i start my main idea for the post, let review back on the hour before the insident..

it start when my colleagues and i went for our industrial visit at TNB Bangi, which is the proud workplace for our brilliance friend Nurhashinmah’s father…we went there the very afternoon afetr all free from classes and quizes..the interview was quit boring as neither of us could bring the mood up..and the answers from the interview were not that detail as we had expected..but no human are perfect, so we except the answers either way..

after the interview finished, we went for our late lunch as we had the appointment at 3 and the friday prayer end at 2.15, so we had to skip lunch..

 

 

This is went the story start..as we were going back to the old boring BMI, Liza had an idea to go to a salon to wash her hair and said it is cheap..and if u really know me, i had reasons too to go to a salon..it does not hurt to try a new salon for a change, as the only salon i had is in seremban(which i find really cheap,now that i know)..

so i had colour+treatment+cut, so i expect to be charge under 150 as before this i only be charged 117 in seremban…As i was making my payment, i was a liltle shock(and just a liltle) to be charge 257 for their services..i know that it is the standart price for all the classy salon, but i can find much cheaper than that in seremban, not blaming other but myself (well, im’m being myself here) this is the crucial part where i had to restructured all my budjet of the month, which i had to abandon my plan for my happy weekend next week (waaaa!!!!) which i had plan for a month..

so anybody who read this post a suppost to help me raise some money for my happy weekend (if u know what it means) and please stop me from spending my money in a nonsense way (means, the thing i do not need for now)..and do you please be quite about the salon incident…it had happen and there are no turning back so dont bring it up..

it’s been a long time since i had a chance to right on this blog, and for that i’m sorry..not that i have no time in writing, but the isue is not that great to recover..

this time, i had a hitch to write after i read one of my friend writing concerning about his colleague behaviour that a liltle upset..view mrjie03.blogspot.com to get the detail..

but this is not my topic as i think the student here are about to meet satisfactory..the only problem we are facing in UniKL BMI is the administrator..some would find it a liltle to careful bout the student but if you are in our situation it will become discremination..there are several issue that caught my intension

• All student must wear proper attire to the administrative building that is the work attire(consist of shirt and sleak trouses-with necktie on monday)>>there question is, why on earth that only the BMI campus must wear this whilst the other campuses defined only proper attire like t-shirt and even jeans?
• All student that is to live in the hostel area must be inside the campus no later than 11 pm>>i know it sound reasonable, but as we turn adult, time really come by fast and sometime it maybe best that the time limit is to be extend.
• the student body or known as JPM(jawatankuasa perwakilan mahasiswa) only bring news and have no power to discuss the voice of the student>>i do not know whether this is our fault out the admin themself but as far as i heard, nothing that the students complain about have any luck to become better.
• the latest restriction is about the limit of the car that can be park inside the campus is only to the higher rank of the student bodies that is to say JPM and JPK(jawatankuasa perwakilan kolej)>>its not been annouce maybe yet but the restriction is on the go as many of the students who brought their car is not allowed to park inside or even come right in for a period of time.I know that the space here in this campus are limited but for admi to take such measure bring us to the question are we still in school?for god sake,i myself are about to become an adult and so are half of the student here. If only the high rank of the student bodies is allowed to park inside, i could say that the inside campus will be more that half empty carpark space while on the street toward entering the campus will be full of lined car that is expose to danger.

to mention all about the restriction is wasting my time as this blog will never be any treat to the administrative group of UniKL BMI..but clearly that our voice is being restrain from making any noises as it will be paid with deafness..some even trying to get higher rank admin to take a look at our problems but there is no one that have such courage to pursue this method aswe are warn not to do so but the JPM that take the message from admin themself..

if this continues mare and more student will keep getting out from here as in my view, the number of student that study here are decreasing greatly compare to the privious semesters.As many says, BMI stand for Bring Money In.. and not to keep any of the student in by caring bout their welfare..and i sense the student riot will be up soon if the worse happen..

i can’t help to mention this all day long..

this event take place when i dicided to have a hangout day with my old colleague of 3 Angsana 2003 to be specific its me, ada, eqin, firdaus (a), and firdaus (p)…

at first we plan to have our little gathering at McD senawang but, the last minute change of mind let us to Satay Kajang Haji Shamsuri( i guess thats the name, correct me if im mistaken)..we talk about lot of things and its really something worth it as doing nothing at home for the past 2 weeks eventhough the expenses is in my treat. And i forgot to mention that i pick up all of them except firdaus (p) as he bring is own car..

the discussion ended at 11 pm as ada’s mother are already worry bout her daughter. We past through McD to buy my lil sis McFlurry as she insist so. And the next thing happen is the main subject for this post..

as i was driving to sent eqin back to her home, i hit something thats laying on the center of road (i never know whats the object really is) thats was something like a cylinderical plastic object. I try my best to avoid that thing but unlucky me, my car hit in on the passenger front tyre and it was really a bump thats everybody feel it and worry that the car might be in serious condition..and for all we know, the tyre had burst and make us stop for some emergency measure..

this is the first time i ever encounter this problem and lucky for us as firdaus (a) had some knowlegde bout this situation and we learn how to chnage tyre!!! hahhahah..thats really something new, although it take us about 45 minute to changes 1 damn tyre…hahhah…

now i know how to changes a tyre, so 1 lessen learn…and the tyre cause about 320 for the both front tyre (it must be 2 cause of balancing problem) so it really a waste of money..and got scold from my dad..haha..but i really don’t mine as shits happen all the time..

sorry as the is no picture taken for this event as i forgot to do so..busy changing the tyre with firdaus (a)…and my big thanks to him for the lesson i learned…

Huh, it seems like forever that i haven’t update on this blog..sorry for being so as there are much things happen lately such as the final semester examination, of which i think would be ok(well, i can’t say great as there are certain question i didn’t manage to answer but overall its ok)..the thing i want to told is not about the exam but the event after the exam…

ok its normal for university student to go out after the exam, and im assure u that im normal enough..the moment i finish the exam is on tuesday,11 november..me and other colleague went out to Midvalley to watch James Bond:Quantum of Solace which are pretty boring movie, but still have a story to tell..i nearly catch a cold here as i didnt had my nutrient fix(mean eat la..) from te night before till 3 pm, so my body cannot tolerate to that and start having problems..

ok enough bout that, what interest me the most is what i have done on wednesday, 12 november..it is the unplanned overnight which i went my my 2 roomate..ok first, 1 of my roomate went out in the afternoon to take care of his business, and then he ask me and other roomate to join him in the evening but we told him that we go in the night as my other roomate just finish his last paper..so we go to the Pavilion(my first time here) to have our dinner and take a walk in the store for a moment as it is about to close(very depressing though) but i have snap some pic to show u…the store closed at 10 so we actually have bout 8 hour to waste till we can return to BMI..and so, we walk every inch of the Bukit Bintang area till we actually become considerably expert and we also explore new places(muhahahah..only 3 of us know what im talking about)

We planned to go to the club but considering my underage, the planned had to be canceled(the age pass is 21,so 20 is not allowed)..after 3 am in the morning, we stoped at Mcdonalds to have something to eat and a place for us to linger..and god knows what a situation we had in there(its quite loud than we expected considering the time and its weekdays) i can’t even imagine what happen on weekends..

go walk to klcc at 5.30 and cacth the LRT at 6.15 and manage to arrived at BMI at 6.45 and had my sleep till 11..huh, its a nice experience as i never had my overnight in the KL center before..thanks guys for this little adventure..

this week i have got many assignment to be submitted and 2 of them involved mini project..it hard to keep in the schedule as the pressure from both lecturer and teammate is undeniable..

just take MicroP for example, the project is due last friday and the presentation is the next thursday with project for Electronic is due on friday with 2 of M&I lab report, it gonna be like stacking rocks onto a glass..

today i find our the answer from katu, even though he said nothing but i notice that he visited my site and didnt leave anything but a trace to make sure that i noticed(or not, its the same way around). i assume that this mean that either hes not ready or become really upset of what i’ve been doing..

well katu, if u ever view this page again, mark my word that i will repeat the same incident at the pasar but i’ll play ur role and u can decide whether playing my role or create a new role for yourself..and than i can call it even(and u decide for urself if that is enough to close this case)

thanks for playing along(whether u lke it or not), i must be done to get some attention for ur side..and u can ignore what been said in the 0105 group, its a bed idea anyway as people didnt really felt the incident for themself..

as the title said, i have one big regret to share and further plague my sincere apology to Fazli or better known as katu.

The event take place on 26 of March 2008 at the night of Wednesday, along the pasar malam street near UIA which is near to my own university. Although it happen a long time ago, but it is still fresh in my memory. I, myself have been thinking about how to end this torment and I think it’s better for me to confess than not thinking bout it. It is really my fault that this thing happen so the burden I carry is too much to hold any longer.

I had told myself that none of MC buddy should know where I am studying, excuse me for not telling(trust me, I had my reason). So i am currently avoiding any contact to them. This is my deepest mistake. We cannot avoid seeing the one we know as they are everywhere. I meet katu at the pasar malam, so the first thing i was thinking is on that night is to act as i did not know him. And what he do is grab me by the shirt(although it sound rough, but it didn’t actually) to stop me. I manage to escape but later, i feel very guilty of what i did to katu. I had accidentally give him a public humiliation in front of others at pasar malam. Any who should be angry if he/she is in katu position.

I have been trying to apologize to him that very night, on an SMS’s, but what can SMS’s do to put out the flame burning in our heart. So, the SMS’s didn’t work. And for a long time, me and katu never contacted each other anymore. Till last Wednesday, 24 of September 2008, we accidentally meet again in the same pasar malam(although it’s in the evening, buying our food for  Berbuka). All we do is stare each other, and i smile for a little(and didn’t know he get it or not, but i think he kind of smile too). Forgive me i’m wrong and i take the smile on your face as a sign of peace between us(hope u don’t mind).

Therefore i wrote this post specially for u to beg for your forgiveness one more time and pay my public confession for your public humiliation. And i hope that it is enough to get your attention for my apology. Please, if you ever read this post, let me know if this is enough. And forgive me too for not consulting to you before i wrote this in public, but i feel that i must. FORGIVE ME!!!!

PLEASE LET MY HEART BE IN PEACE SO I COULD GO WITH MY LIFE WITH NO REGRET.FORGIVE ME!!!

Lots of july and some august

hello to everybody else out there…i would like to apologize to everyone for not telling the latest news about me for a very long time..not im been busy but time did not permit me to write a post in this blog.. ok lets begin the story..let me start with the trip to the Zoo Negara which happen somewhere in july..the program is call zoo volounteer, and for all that know me, the reason i join is none other than to get the activity coupon for next sem hostel, heheheeh…but it is a good program though, lots of fun..but this time is was in charge with the receptionist, although it sound easy but the task was very(mean it) boring, the supervisor (i remember her name, Mary) which looks linean offer a part-time job for the volounteer with the salary of 3 ringgit per hour..but i dont give a damn bout it…at least not now…

ok enough with that, now lets talk about the trip i join to Taman Negara Pahang..the trip was held in 8 till 10 of august with the payment of RM 100 (all this a a damn activity coupon, !@#$%^&* ) but the trip i think was worth it..got to see the nature but have to walk for a very long,long,long distance, lets start with the hiking (which is not really hiking), the path is already there but it is very tiring to go for each steps..next is the cave exploring, the cave is call Gua Telinga (dont really pay attention on where the name come from) and it is really cool actually cause it take a very good use of flexibility to crawlin avery narrow passegeway..have a very good laugh at the situation where other person have difficulty to crawl through it (this vey small body come handy to this situation) and the scream of person who get scared of all the bats that stayed in that cave..forgot to mention that this is a camping activity and i, for the very first time feel the painful expirience of how awful the facilities when you go camping..the uneven ground to sleep on, the dirty public shower, the not so ggod food and the regular ‘visitor’ to our camp (meant the boar, dont assume something else)..

lot of preparation to be made as the assignment are going to be rocketing to the sky as the time being, so good luck for me..

25 july 2008

i think i have become a little bit rusty on my academics..maybe its better for me to revise more but the time doesnt fit to well as much of the time spent on other things..

after the asar prayer, me and wan went to KLCC mainly to have dinner and buy some comics to fill our pasttimes…went went to Sushi King (again) to have the usual courses..

while we was eating…i had aphone call from afik asking for us both to buy some present with a price limit of RM 10..we have to search almost the entire complex to find the sort of item, can we really find a present that are below RM 10 in KLCC??? it sound ridiculous, but we manage to find some in Parkson, but to our time is shorten as it took as 1 hour ++ just to find the things, and by the time we finish buying the clock have already past 10 o’clock and all the stores are closing. we didnt have the time to even buy Dunkin Donuts (which we plan earlier)..

i thinked afik should treated us as our time and energy are wasted just to get him the presents…